I wish to move forward. I managed to do so physically. But my heart, that is another thing. I guess it is safe to say that I am emotionally stuck. It's not healthy, I know. I just can't seem to help it though.
I still badly want to see you, be with you, love you. No, I won't say I will forget you. I know I never will. But I do know that someday I will get over how I feel for you. Someday, I will be able to look back and not feel the longing, the pain, the love. You and me will become just another memory. And I would stop wishing and dreaming about us, about second chances and being together again.
I am counting on time to help me get over you. Although deep inside, I admit that I am torn between wanting to get over you and being able to totally move on.
And I am not even helping myself. How I am I supposed to get over you when all I do almost all the time is think of you and dream of you, the height of the pathetically emotional clinger. And you know what makes it more pathetic? I know you don't feel the same way and yet, I am hoping that you do.
Oh, I know that no matter what happens, whether you will come back into my life or not, I will always care about you. I will always love you. But I also know that someday, by the time I reach the end of this road, I will no longer be in love with you.
Still trying to get over you,
Dannyelle
Still trying to get over you,
Dannyelle
